Monday, October 27, 2008

Idries Shah


Q: If one small prayer can bring comfort, as we know it does, does continuous prayer, as practiced by some ascetics, not give even more?
A: There was once a poor old half-blind woman. She stumbled in a crowded street market, and her iron-tipped stick tore the hem of the robe of a courtier who had paused beside a shop.
A crowd gathered as the nobleman’s servants berated the old lady.
But the aristocrat was kindly, compassionate. Saying, “Accidents will happen, Mother”, he gave the woman a gold piece and went on his way.
It happened that there was an idiot in the crowd. “A gold piece for a tear in a robe!” he exclaimed to himself. “This really is something to follow up.”
As idiots will, he made his plan, based on his own conception of the situation.
The next time he saw the rich man in the market, the idiot ran up to him, tore off the brocade robe and, ripping it to pieces, cried, “Torn ten times! You owe me ten pieces of gold…”
The old lady had been innocent and contrite; the idiot was foolish and greedy. What you do not see may be the determining factor in an occasion or other matter. Effects will depend upon your own inner state just as much as upon anything else.
The purpose of tasawwuf’s preparation is to become attuned to higher, subtle things: not to try to impose formulas upon a mind which still contains too much greed and also mistakes it for legitimate aspirations.



~The Commanding Self, Idries Shah

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Adonis (Ali Ahmad Sa’id) & Anna Anuradhá Varney-Wong


The illusive mirage is ours
and the blind days.
And ours is the corpse of the guide,
we, the generation of the Ark,
the offspring of this little Time.
The peaceful seas,
the seas that chant
the elegies of wandering,
have handed us to the wilderness.
We, the generation of the endless dialogue
between our ruins and the Lord.

Li Bai /Li Po


Long yearning,
To be in Chang'an.
The grasshoppers weave their autumn song
by the golden railing of the well;
Frost coalesces on my bamboo mat,
changing its colour with cold.
My lonely lamp is not bright,
I’d like to end these thoughts;
I roll back the hanging,
gaze at the moon, and long sigh in vain.
The beautiful person's like a flower beyond the edge of the clouds.
Above is the black night of heaven's height;
Below is the green water billowing on.
The sky is long, the road is far,
bitter flies my spirit;
The spirit I dream can't get through,
the mountain pass is hard.
Long yearning,
Breaks my heart...

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Üzeyir Lokman Çayci


You are on the paths which I traveled
and in the places which I turned upside down …
Put days that follow hand-in-hand,
Do not leave them under foot.
Repair out-dated thoughts
So that they have already been had …
That the powerless are not afraid,
That the innocent are not ashamed!
You are on the paths which I traveled
And in the places which I turned upside down …
The sun is made tired behind rungs,
Words overflow by seeping through in the dark.
After the pain of delivery
Nature puts on the face of a new day
And burns back desires and nostalgia …
You are on the paths which I traveled
And in the places which I turned upside down …
The hearts which you out-brave are stainless,
The ideas which you reject are clear,
The labours which you do not acknowledge are valorous.
It is raining beauties on lands which you cannot attain.
You are alone in your internal fort!
Your windows have curtains,
Your doors are closed,
Your words are wedged into a corner by your personality
That disappears behind vistas where you try to hide
Your smiling, yellow identity …
You are on the paths which I traveled
And in the places which I turned upside down …

Adonis (Ali Ahmad Sa’id)


When I drown my eyes in your eyes,
I glimpse the deepest dawning
and see the ancient times;
I see what I do not comprehend
and feel the universe flowing
between your eyes and mine.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Jalaluddin Rumi

 
 
The tale of the King and the Servant Girl   


Oh now my friends, listen closely to this story that I tell… for in truth it states the absolute essence of our case so well.Once upon a long time ago there lived a king… a king who power over the physical world and the higher world knew.One day it happened that upon his horse this king he rode out for the chase with his courtiers… carrying a heavy load.And as he rode his highway a servant-girl he suddenly saw: instantly this king’s soul became servant to the girl he saw.His soul, a bird in its cage, began wildly beating, fluttering; he gave some of his wealth and that one he was purchasing.After buying her and a reality, what he desired… became, by Divine Destiny that servant-girl sick and tired became.There was a man who had an ass, but didn’t have a saddle:a wolf took his ass when he finally got a saddle to straddle.He had a jug for the water but the water he couldn’t obtain:when he found water the jug broke... full jug he did not gain.Gathering physicians from left and right he gave commands:“Both of our lives... have now been given over to your hands.My life means nothing to me: but everything to me... she is! I am stricken and I’m in agony and my only remedy... she is.Whoever heals her, that one who is the life and soul of mine, will carry away all the treasure, the pearls and coral of mine.They then promised him: “Our lives on the line we will put; with our heads together… our knowledge so fine we will put.Each, all, everyone of us has the healing ways of the Messiah on the world: our palms hold balms to quell every pain’s fire.”And because of their pride they did not say... “God Willing:”and so the weakness of man to them God was then revealing.I mean... to make such an exception like this is truly cruelty; not to merely say that… a mere shape has then... no reality:Ah, how many of these words out loud have never been said but still…. his soul and his actions with these words are wed!No matter how may cures and drugs that those doctors tried the worse the illness became… no matter what they applied.That servant-girl from that sickness thin as a hair became… and from the king’s eyes tears... like a bleeding river became.Divine Destiny saw that the bile was produced from oxymel and the oil of almonds caused more dryness to her outer shell.Myrobalan was the cause of still a much further constipation and like naphtha… water fed the fire, and stopped relaxation.When finally the king saw that the physicians had no power, without shoes on feet he ran to the mosque… to offer prayer.On entering that mosque he hurried up to the altar to pray…and soon his tears bathed the prayer carpet on which he lay.He became flooded in ecstasy but finally his eyelids he raised and when this happened his lips opened and he then praised:“O You, You Who hold the whole world as Your least gift, What can I say to You, each small secret You know and sift.O, every time we have a need we always take refuge in You; because one more time we have lost the way to see through.Still, you have said this… “Although all the secrets I know,it’s necessary you say them, go through the outward show.” And then from the very depth of his soul he started to cry out and then the great Sea of Mercy and Bounty began to spout.And while he was weeping... he finally fell into deep-sleeping and in a dreaming trance an old man was suddenly appearing Who said: “O king, good news, your prayers granted will be, and if a stranger should visit you tomorrow, he is sent by me.This man is a skilled physician, so greet him when he comes:understand he is honest, trustworthy… one of the true ones.In his remedy is the supreme magic for any sight to behold... and in his temperament... is God’s Great Might to behold.”When the promised hour had came and the dawn had broken,from the east the stars were burnt out by sun that had risen,The king was awake at the window, waiting in expectation: he was awaiting that which in the dream was a premonition.He suddenly saw a human being… majestic and wonderful, worthy of worship… among all of the shadows a sun so full.He seemed like a bright new moon though he was far away:although he did not seem real, he did… some fantastic way.Although an imaginary image in this reality does not exist, see how the world turns by a fantasy that still does persist.Mankind’s peace and war because of a fantasy are turning... Mankind’s pride and shame from a fantasy are springing…But even the saints are transfixed... fascinated by the sight reflected from the Almighty’s Garden... faces of moonlight.The face of this strange guest who had suddenly appeared was the same as last night’s vision that king had dreamed.The Pure Light of the Truth in that Saint was manifested… one sees purity if that one... only by that one’s heart is led.That Saint of the Truth who from far off came into his sight, from his head down to his toe shone forth the Purest Light.Instead of that king’s servant going forward, the king went:to his guest from the Invisible the king to that meeting went.As the king went forth to greet this guest from the Invisible it was exactly like that when sugar with flour does mingle.They had learned to swim… both were Seamen in the Sea: being knit together without stitch or sewing... in the Unity.One like a one who is thirsty and the other one like water... that one a drowsy one and a one like the wine is the other.The king said… “You were really the One I loved, not her:but in this world one action always causes another to occur.You are like Mohammed to me… and I am like Omar who is fastening his belt and getting ready to do service for you.Let us pray to God, to help us to have more self-discipline: on one unable to control himself God’s Grace doesn’t shine.One without this, not only is he in such a horrible condition, but he is helping to set many fires burning on every horizon.Bounty eventually came down from the sky… nevertheless: it came without work, barter or trying to buy... nevertheless.From heaven the bread and the dishes of food then ceased… work of sowing, mattock and scythe came… then increased.Among Moses’ people came forth shouts from some place:“Where’s the garlic, lentils?” They cried from lack of grace.Some time later on, once again it was Jesus who interceded:God sent food and bounty upon trays, all that was needed.But once again… those ones with no grace stepped forward and like a bunch of beggars took everything that they could,Even though it was Jesus who had given it to them, saying:“Never again on earth will food disappear, it’s now lasting!”Those ones had doubled and wanted still more to store away, not believing that Majestic table would feed them each day.Those ones with faces like beggars that greed had blinded... they found that the Gate of Mercy all of them no longer fed.That bread and all that food from the heavens were cut off... after that no one became the beneficiary of that table-cloth.If the poor people are not helped then the rain does not fall; if sexual intercourse is rife… then a plague comes to us all.Whatever of grief and sorrow that happens to fall upon you, it’s the result of the irreverence and bad manners that you do.One who is offensive and irreverent in the Path of the Friend is not man but a robber and steals from his friends in the end.Heaven is full of light and it is because of this Divine grace; from this grace angels are holy and of sin have not one trace.The sun… it suffers eclipse because of irreverence and pride and the door was shut on Satan for the talking back he tried.The king opened his arms and that one to his chest he held: in his heart and in his soul, him like love most blest, he held.He kissed that one’s hand, then he kissed that brow he held; conversation of home and journey, of where and how he held.As he questioned him he led him inside and up onto the dais saying... “Finally, by being patient, a treasure’s come to us.”Then... “You are a gift of God, causing problems to depart... you’re the meaning of ‘Patience is the key to joy in the heart’.Meeting you face to face all my questions are now answered, you undo my problem knots yet not one word have you said.You understand the depth of our hearts, knowing what it is; you grab hold the hand of whoever’s feet in the muddy pit is.Welcome, O chosen one... the approved of. If you disappear our fate will be… that this room will be filled with our fear.You protect and you care for all people and if an individual doesn’t ask your help he’s doomed… ‘ If he doesn’t call...’ ”After that coming together… feeding of soul was completed that king took his hand and him into his quarters he then led.He told that one the story of the girl, of her strange sickness: then he sat him next to her... so he could diagnose her illness.That one… he felt her pulse and looked at her face and urine; he heard the symptoms and causes that the others did define.He said: “So far all the remedies which to her... give they did are destructive… nothing to her to help her to live... they did.They didn’t know the patient’s inner condition. From God I seek protection from their false diagnosis: a patent lie, say I!”He knew her painful problem, to him her illness was no secret but he kept quiet and that secret before the king he didn’t set.Her suffering did not come because of black or yellow bile…some smoke must be rising to be smelling a burning woodpile.He saw she suffered a grief… coming from a hurting heart is; her body was not sick, this condition from a grieving heart is.When one is in love this results in a sore and an aching heart; there’s no sickness like that sickness of a sick, breaking heart.The lover’s ailment is difficult from all others on the globe… mysteries of God can be probed using love as the astrolabe.It doesn’t matter where love comes from, over here and there:eventually… we are led by it to the Beyond, the Everywhere!No matter what I say… or how I try to explain about Love, when I experience Love I’m ashamed of what I said of Love.Most is more understandable when a tongue the explainer is, but love that’s not explained by the tongue so much clearer is.The pen hurried along, being caught up in the act of writing... but the moment it reached Love into itself it went, splitting!When explaining it, intellect like an ass gets stuck in mire…nothing but Love can truly explain love… and love’s desire.If you want to know what the sun is, then to the sun you go:you want proof of its existence don’t turn away, you’ll know.A shadow a very good indication of the sun’s existence gives; the Sun… the Light each moment one can experience, gives.Shadows, like late at night talking… makes one fall to sleep; but ‘moon is split asunder’ when over the line sun does creep.In the world something existing as wonderful as sun is not; but Sun of the soul never sets: going when day’s gone, is not.Although in this physical world there’s only one sun we see, to imagine another sun as the same… it is not a possibility.But the Sun of the soul that is far beyond this world’s ether is unique: nothing comes close in imagination or form either.What capacity has the imagination to conceive His Essence, so in the imagination... appears something of His Presence?Shams-e Tabriz, that One who that supreme Pure Light is;He, the Sun and the shower of what True and also Right is;When news of face of Shams’ ud-din was heard far and wide the sun of the fourth heaven its head out of shame it did hide.And since his name has come up it’s only right that this onegives out some inkling... of the bountiful Light of that One!Right now the soul, Hesam’odin, grabbed my garment has; for he, catching a waft of that Joseph’s garment’s scent has.He says: “For the sake of these years we have been friends speak now of those experiences that one into ecstasy sends,So that earth and heavens laughing and rejoicing becomes...from your voice countlessly real vision increasing becomes.”I said, “O you, my soul who are so far away from that lover,like one who far from the physician from illness can’t recover,Do not ask me to do anything for I have totally passed away,my comprehension has now vanished and praises I can’t pay.One not conscious of himself, no matter how he expounds, whether overdoing it or keeping quiet, never right it sounds.Whatever he says doesn’t hold together, it makes no sense, like mere formalities that to those pure are only a nonsense.When my veins are insensible, for me a possibility there isn’t to describe that Friend… a description, definitely, there isn’t.The description of this separation and my poor bleeding heart isn’t now possible: at another time, it my heart may impart.”He said, “Nourish me now for I am hungry... please feed mefor time’s like a sword that cuts deeply, so do it now, quickly.O comrade, the Sufi is the son of the time of now... of today: putting it off by you saying ‘Tomorrow,’ is not the real Way.Can it be that you yourself are not a true Sufi? Aren’t you? What one has is worthless if not paid is the fee. Aren’t you?”To him I said: “It’s better to cover up the secret of the Friend; if you want to hear, listen, for into these stories it does blend.Its much better that all the secret those loved ones may hold, in the conversations and stories of many others they be told.”He said: “Tell it openly and nakedly, not unfaithfully to me, tell it and you stop torturing me, no more a meddler you be!Be naked with the way you talk and strip away the cover… when I sleep with the adorable One no shirt’s on this lover.”I said this… “If that One should be exposed for you to see, you yourself, your side and your center… would no longer be.Ask what you have to ask, but please… ask in moderation:a single blade of straw will never hold up a mighty mountain.If the sun by which this whole world is warmed and illumined should come just a little closer... all on it would be consumed.Do not keep looking for trouble and turmoil and bloodshed… don’t mention him or ask again... of Shams-e Tabriz,” I said.There is no end to this… much better of the beginning to tell: But now, of this tale I’m telling it’s better the ending to tell...

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Rumi


Suppose you know the definitions
of all substances
and their derivatives,
what good is this to you?
Know the true definition of yourself.
That is indispensable.
Then, when you know your own definition,
flee from it,
that you may attain to the One
who cannot be defined,
O sifter of the dust
For years, copying other people,
I tried to know myself.
From within,
I couldn’t decide what to do.
Unable to see,
I heard my name being called.
Then I walked outside.

Thursday, October 9, 2008




Ibn Arabi


I wish I knew if they knew
whose heart they have taken
Or my heart knew
which high-ridge track they follow.
Do you picture them safe
or do you picture them perished?
The lords of love in love
are ensnared, bewildered.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Dedication - Czeslaw Milosz


You whom I could not save
Listen to me.
Try to understand this simple speech as I would be ashamed of another.
I swear, there is in me no wizardry of words.
I speak to you with silence like a cloud or a tree.
What strengthened me, for you was lethal.
You mixed up farewell to an epoch with the beginning of a new one,
Inspiration of hatred with lyrical beauty,
Blind force with accomplished shape.
Here is the valley of shallow Polish rivers.
And an immense bridge
Going into white fog. Here is a broken city,
And the wind throws the screams of gulls on your grave
When I am talking with you.
What is poetry which does not save
Nations or people?
A connivance with official lies,
A song of drunkards whose throats will be cut in a moment,
Readings for sophomore girls.
That I wanted good poetry without knowing it,
That I discovered, late, its salutary aim,
In this and only this I find salvation.
They used to pour millet on graves or poppy seeds
To feed the dead who would come disguised as birds.
I put this book here for you, who once lived
So that you should visit us no more.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Hold my hand...


Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river."The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand.""What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father."There's a big difference," replied the little girl."If I hold your hand and something happens to me,chances are that I may let your hand go.But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens,you will never let my hand go."
In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

John Ashbery


Alone with our madness and favorite flower
We see that there really is nothing left to write about.
Or rather, it is necessary to write about the same old things
In the same way, repeating the same things over and over
For love to continue and be gradually different.
Beehives and ants have to be re-examined eternally
And the color of the day put in
Hundreds of times and varied from summer to winter
For it to get slowed down to the pace of an authentic Saraband
and huddle there, alive and resting.
Only then can the chronic inattention
Of our lives drape itself around us, conciliatory
And with one eye on those long tan plush shadows
That speak so deeply into our unprepared knowledge
Of ourselves, the talking engines of our day.

Monday, October 6, 2008




Khwaja Abdullah Ansari


O you who have departed from your own self,
and who have not yet reached the Friend:
do not be sad, for He
is accompanying you in each of your breaths.

Way of The Sufi-Idries Shah


You probably seem to yourself to be a believer, even if you are a believer in disbelief.
But you cannot really believe in anything until you are aware of the process by which you arrived at your position.
Before you do this, you must be ready to postulate that all your beliefs may be wrong, that what you think to be belief may only be a variety of prejudice caused by your surroundings - including the bequest of your ancestors for whom you may have a sentiment.
True belief belongs to the realm of real knowledge.
Until you have knowledge, belief is mere coalesced opinions, however it may seem to you.
Coalesced opinions serve for ordinary living.

Real belief enables higher studies to be made.


Attributed to Hazrat Ali(AS)

Rumi


Little by little, wean yourself.
This is the gist of what I have to say.
From an embryo, whose nourishment comes in the blood,
move to an infant drinking milk,
to a child on solid food,
to a searcher after wisdom,
to a hunter of more invisible game.
Think how it is to have a conversation with an embryo.
You might say, "The world outside is vast and intricate.
There are wheatfields and mountain passes,and orchards in bloom.
At night there are millions of galaxies, and in sunlight
the beauty of friends dancing at a wedding."
You ask the embryo why he, or she, stays cooped up
in the dark with eyes closed.


Listen to the answer.

There is no "other world."
I only know what I've experienced.
You must be hallucinating.